Block Of Butter

"So this is how it feels to have both wingmen down and high adviso unavailable?"

2012-01-29T00:29:00.001+08:00

2012-01-22T03:17:00.002+08:00

So in the past, I just tell myself that things have changed. A part of me doesn't believe it.

I just freak out like that. I really miss you.. :(

2011-12-12T18:07:00.001+08:00

Clash. Good vs. Evil. Let us see which will triumph. This is going to be messy.

2011-12-11T21:36:00.001+08:00

God knows I got a good heart but my blood is filled with demons I’m fighting myself, believe me, I’m far from ignorant, Far from greedy

2011-12-11T08:18:00.001+08:00

What a lie. Big fat lie. At least I know I'm not pretending. GTFO. Don't ever talk to me again.

2011-12-09T16:36:00.001+08:00

2011-12-07T22:38:00.002+08:00

I'm sick of this shit. Just sick of it.

I don't wanna hope anymore. 'hope' is fucking crippling. It makes you think of things you will never become or get.

Whatever happens, happens, I'm not putting in anymore extra effort to do anything more. Enough with people trying to inspire and all that shit. If anything happens, I don't care anymore. I just DON'T care. Next year, I'm just going to do whatever I have to do to not get killed. No guarantee that I will live. I'm not trusting/caring for anyone anymore. I'm VERY sure no one follows this blog. If you've stumbled upon it, congratulations.

I can't keep relying on people anymore, I just can't. It's not that I can't trust people, but it makes me feel guilty for troubling anyone anymore. No guarantee I'll survive anymore discord and problems that will be hurled at me. I won't even try to fix or fight or solve. Everything has its threshold. Mine's just not as strong as other peoples'.

2011-12-07T20:21:00.006+08:00

It's been a week since the holidays have begun. I can't believe it's only been a week and it feels.... Like i'm running out of time before I start form 5. I've had this blog with me for a good four years now. I can't believe what I've turned into. I already have a plan for next year. Fuck what the world has to say about it cause who the hell cares what happens anyway?

On the bright side, I went for Pitbull's Asia Tour in Sunway Surf Beach, tickets courtesy of Pik Yen. Had so much fun. What a way to kick off your year end partying. ;D Armando Christian Perez, you awesome like that.

OH!

WHAT TO WEAR FOR A SUNWAY SURFBEACH CONCERT

Sand proof footware, rain- ready apparel, little makeup (if you gonna party all night long), a hand fan, just bring enough cash (without a fancy wallet), seal your mobiles and stuff in a bag or something.

Lockers are up for rent at RM5.

Other than that,

Fuck the world, I don't give a fuck about anything anymore, or anyone. I'm just going to stick with whoever I have now. If anyone else is planning to cross paths with me and want something, you're gonna have to fucking prove yourself. EVERY fucking bit. Everyone has officially milked all the possible 'nice' out of me. Once you've proven yourself worthy of my friendship and company, welcome to the club, otherwise go fucking entertain yourself. I've cared for too many people's feelings I forgot about mine. Only (insert number here) on this planet stuck by me.

Anyway, there are no fucking solutions to my current existing problems anyway. I greatly appreciate that you're just always there. That helps a lot.

It's okay, this is just a phase and you'll grow out of it

Fuck you and your bullshit. Why grow up when I can just end it here? I don't care what YOU (my positive side, sub-conscience, you, society, cat, dog, cow, pig, dragon, human, goat, sheep, school guard, teacher, yee mah, ku cher etc ) think anymore.

Being a pessimist, weakling. whatever , seriously, You know what.. I am a pessimist and weakling. What you gonna do about it?

I don't have direction in life. No special talents, skills, I'm not even stunningly beautiful or hot enough to be a stripper and neither am I a genius. Don't approach me with any bullshit cause it's impossible that you know me more than myself or those who know me. I'm just a mediocre. I'm not going to try anymore. Nothing works. Nothing is ever right.

Good Bye.

I've made up my mind. It ends.

Holidays be blessed

2011-11-23T21:37:00.002+08:00

Holidays are officially here. Let's put things regarding the previous posts aside. Many things I've planned out for the holidays, and I just realized that I haven't even fulfilled my 'Holiday/ Post UPSR visit list'. Wow. Life rocks huh? It seems like time is spinning out of control and I haven't even sorted out my brain yet. I take back what I said about wanting to grow up faster.

Changes, Denial, Realization, The continuation.

2011-10-29T02:55:00.006+08:00

It's been a long time since I've updated or even visited my blogger.

Changes

Since the last post, things have changed, some situations have improved and some still remain unchanged. The most significant change would be the fact that I've already swapped streams. Lots of thought has gone into it and so many different views from different people just actually made the decision making process a lot harder. But I sincerely do appreciate the fact that you always stuck around regardless whenever I needed advice or whatever it is the matter was. Finally, I decided on the best option I had. Yes, situational circumstances had a major role in the decision I've made and I wish not to elaborate further on the details of this event.

Denial

I'm actually surprised that I survived that ravenous fall into the ditch and manage to come back up. I have to admit that until now, I am only partially recovered and still a big part of me is still not wanting to accept the current predicament. The feeling or rage, sorrow and disappointment proves to be a lethal combination to the soul. The feeling is impossible to as being forced to confront this matter daily will only remind myself about the past and how I had to give up what I loved so much. The inability to let go completely of the physical and emotional ties toward something just causes more pain and suffering. Let go. Easier said than done. Inferiority. Always and forever inferior to the world. Reading things online tonight, research on some of my favorite people that keeps me motivated, the self realization of how shallow and incredibly weak I am. Pale in comparison. Have I failed. Envy, comparison, jealousy, Respect.

Realization

I admit that my ego was and still is badly damaged by this whole situation. This is the ultimate cause of the compensation method kicking in, trying hard to balance my current state. Attention and power has become an addiction. It has become an addiction, a craving, a source of power. Diminishing and pathetic. Trying very hard to prove to people that I did not make a mistake. That I am going to be better that the others. To prove to others that I am still capable of doing what I did in the past. All a facade. Incredibly silly. What IS there to prove? Manifestations through noise. There are things that need to be done. Time to move on.

The Continuation

Still unsure of the hazy path ahead of me. If there is time for redemption, is there a choice or perhaps a chance? I am still recovering. However, hard hits, blows and knocks do not make things less complicated. My judgement would most likely be clouded. Emotions and logic would wind up in a never ending battle to prove each other wrong. The only thing that keeps me going ; attention and talking. A pathetic source of motivation but definitely the only way left.

2011-08-02T18:42:00.003+08:00

I don't know whats wrong with my mind anymore, but as far as I'm concerned I think I'm going nuts. Maybe I have bi-polar disease or something, but it's wrecking my brain. At the moment, it's not guy problems I have or friends or anything. I just don't know how to break it to you that YOU'RE the problem. Or is it me? I don't know anymore and I'm fucking lost. What will it take for you to realize that this is serious and I'm not staging this up. I admit that I have no courage whatsoever to admit how I feel cause I'm terrified by the idea of you making things worse. This is not an excuse for being lazy. I would know the difference. You have the tendency to make people feel worse from their previous state. Every time I try, you answer me with a question. Yes, there are moments where we're completely fine and nothing is wrong, but that doesn't mean everything is alright. I hate it most when you can make a huge deal about something and be completely chill about it almost immediately. How would you feel if you got lit on fire and ice gets thrown on you immediately? Now imagine doing it repeatedly. I hate how you think that you're always right. You're such a fucking hard head. You say I'm stubborn, what about yourself? But then again, I try to listen, maybe I'm at fault. I know you care for me, yeah you show it and say it all the time, but don't you realize you're the one making me fall into this fucking black hole? I'm stuck in my own fucking demented mind. I don't know whats right,wrong or how I even got here. I just can't stand it anymore. I wish the world didn't give a fuck about me so I can just die in peace. I can't believe I'm publishing this and I'm not sure how long I'm going to leave this here. Yeah, posting this up for the public to see. Internet security my foot. If you'd only LOOK and LISTEN to the signs. Whats taking you so long?

Reasons

2011-05-19T22:59:00.002+08:00

The reason why I'm not hanging with you is because you don't make anything better, but worse. The reason why I'm not hanging with you is because the only thing you do is run me down. The reason why I'm not hanging with you is because you make me feel terrible all the time.

2011-05-18T23:53:00.001+08:00

Thats odd. You're not online. I hope you're safe.

2011-05-18T22:35:00.003+08:00

CAN YOU PLEASE NOT KILL THE ONLY ONE THING THAT IS HOLDING ME UP AT THE MOMENT?!

YOU MAY NOT UNDERSTAND ITS INTENSITY AND WEIGHT IT CARRIES FOR ME, BUT IT REALLY MEANS ALOT TO ME OKAY.

DON'T RUN IT DOWN.

2011-05-18T02:02:00.001+08:00

I hear the noise, ringing in my head.

Endless chimes, buzzing and ringing.

Then I listen harder, all I hear is the soft hum coming from my fan.

2011-05-17T20:31:00.001+08:00

I want to talk to you, cause it seems that you're the only one who can stand me and understand what I am. But I don't want to scare you away with the way I think nor do I want to make you feel un-easy.

At this point, it seems that it is only those two things I am certain about. Even though it is hard, I actually try. I have never felt this way about anything regarding to this matter before. I just don't want to loose out anymore. It is really tiring drifting around. You've helped me discover that I can do this. But I'll need your help. Please, don't abandon me.

This means a lot to me.

2011-05-17T18:17:00.001+08:00

It seems that you're my one motivation to study. I have no idea why.

Me Vs. The World.

2011-05-16T15:58:00.001+08:00

Who should I think like?

According to what people want me to think like,

According to what I think right.

2011-05-15T19:05:00.001+08:00

2011-05-15T19:02:00.000+08:00

Something wrong with blogger? It has been deleting my most recent posts.

2011-05-12T23:08:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry I have feelings.

Tumblr!

2011-05-11T23:57:00.001+08:00

So, I've started up another blog on tumblr. Be sure to follow! :)

http://blockofbutter.tumblr.com

LALALALALA

2011-05-06T01:32:00.002+08:00

EVERY DAY I'M SHUFFLIN'

:D

2011-05-05T22:25:00.001+08:00

Not going to let my guard down.

Not gonna let the world stop me.

I'mma rock this party. (after the exams)

2011-05-03T17:39:00.001+08:00

I will try.

And thats what you call an addiction

2011-05-03T00:12:00.001+08:00

I hate facebook so much.

But I can't stay away.

A Breaking Bond

2011-05-01T00:30:00.002+08:00

How can you possibly seek solace in someone when that someone only ends up making things worse?

How can you possibly seek solace in someone when that someone is the reason it all happened?

2011-04-30T19:37:00.001+08:00

As much as I want to believe that it will turn out like a fairytale,

I know it is just all lies.

2011-04-30T18:57:00.001+08:00

I'm done trying to understand you.

Why don't you understand me for once?

The Butterfly

2011-04-29T23:16:00.006+08:00

In and out of my conscience you fade,

To a place where I can't form barricades,

Swirls and circles are of pain,

Relentlessly trying to get out of the game.

It isn't just you, but a few other things too,

A few other things I too cannot explain.

To it I am binded, lost and trapped,

Like a dog with a taser in someone's command.

I see it pass by, so close, so very very close,

Right in front of me I can reach for it, just there.

But unsure of what will happen next,

Dare not move, all hesitation,

Drifting with no destination.

2011-04-28T18:39:00.002+08:00

Fat people.

You hate them because their ugly?

Or because

They're just revolting and disgusting and unhealthy?

Has it ever occurred to you that they might have a medical problem?

What makes them any different from people with Bulimia or Anorexia?

Or even your dying grandma with some disease.

No one asked to be like that.

2011-04-27T22:55:00.001+08:00

Find me a spot on this Earth where I belong.

2011-04-27T22:47:00.001+08:00

ISHALLNOTWALLOWINSORROW

Another Suitcase Another Hall

2011-04-25T23:03:00.003+08:00

I don't expect my love affairs to last for long,

Never fooled myself, that my dreams will come true.

Being used to trouble I anticipate it,

But all the same I hate it,

Wouldn't you?

Chorus:

So what happens now?

Another suitcase in another hall

So what happens now?

Take your picture off another wall.

Where am I going to?

You'll get by you've always had before?

Where am I going to?

Time and time again I've said that I don't care,

That I'm immune to gloom, that I'm hard through and through,

But every time it matters all my words desert me,

So anyone can hurt me, and they do.

Chorus.

Call in three months time and I'll be fine, I know.

Well maybe not that fine, but I'll survive anyhow.

I don't recall the names and places of these sad occasions,

But thats no consolation, here and now.

Chorus.

Silence

2011-04-25T00:21:00.002+08:00

It is when the silence of the night comes round, is when you realize you truly are alone.

When everyone is fast asleep, minding their own business.

Peace?

Loneliness?

It is when you truly question things.

You're always there.

But are people there for you?

Yes, she's there.

To what extent?

Something To Keep In Mind

2011-04-24T01:11:00.003+08:00

"Its gonna hit you like a bus"

"Frustrations, temptations, limitations"

"Deception, Lies"

FORGET ABOUT IT! -

F*ck

A Day Off

2011-04-19T21:47:00.005+08:00

Today I didn't go to school. It felt awesome.

A break from all the drama and people.

Sometimes, It is not about the workload and lessons.

It is about all the airheads you see going around.

No, not academically, but in terms of their views and perspective.

Their characters.

Those who think that they know everything.

Those who think that they know everyone.

Those who think they can control everyone.

Those who think they are the best.

Those who don't think at all.

Perception.

Meh. Who am I to say all this?

"Don't claim you know things unless you live to a 100" - Chinese Proverb.

Conscience vs. Emotions.

2011-04-15T00:13:00.006+08:00

No no no! I can't possibly do that! Cannot!

Its not wrong lah, seriously.

What do you mean its not wrong? Its very very important K?

But like, don't we all have to choose?

No, you can always balance what.

Tell me, how the crap do you think I should balance when everything also half way?

I'm built to only do it one thing at a time. Unfortunately.

Excuses lah! If other people can do it, why can't you?

Because I'm not like them.

Well, you have to try, right?

Okay. Fine. Maybe I'm not trying hard enough. But seriously, this is gonna jeopardize the other part of my life.

Whats gonna jeopardize the REST of your life if you don't do well now.

Which brings us back to the saying "its not what you know, its who you know"

.....

...

To be continued.

Emotions in italic.

2011-04-10T20:45:00.002+08:00

Only just a dream- Nelly.

SMK Seafield Choral Speaking 2011

2011-04-08T17:23:00.004+08:00

District competition, In our school

Zone level, In SMK Subang Utama.

So, I thought I blogged about something positive this time.

CHORAL SPEAKING!

Yes, I am part of the SMK Seafield Choral Speaking team and proud to call myself one. Recently, on the 23rd and 30th of March, we went through competitions. Competed in the Zone and District level, and proud to say that after some hard work, we managed to pull it off. :D wheee!

Unfortunately, the government will not be organizing the State level competition because of some "financial problems".

But anyway, we will be competing in another competition hosted by Subang Parade. Can't wait!

Due to copyright and confidentiality issues, members of our team are not allowed to disclose the contents of our script.

Here are some pictures from our competition. :D

Thanks Sis for coming to support us during our competitions.

And of course our coach, Jon Ho!

Teachers, Pn. Sujatha and Pn.Bodjit. :D

Oh! and yes! During our district level, while waiting for the results, we had a kickass "party" going on. Yes. A party. Our very own Seafieldians had an impromptu beatbox performance. Put your "paws" up for A.RON and SamSaw. (Don't have any photos cause we were too busy dancing, shouting and having a blast) But here's a video, courtesy of Andrian Tam.

Relentless Questions of The Petty Thing We Call "Life"

2011-04-07T14:03:00.004+08:00

Success? How do you measure it?

By the number of cars you own?

By the number of certificates you have?

By the number of A's you get?

How DO you define success?

Ox(--(

2011-04-03T21:00:00.007+08:00

Sitting down here in front of my computer on a Sunday evening, I realized that I have not been feeling very good for a while now. After the C.N.Y holidays I've been feeling confused, sad and so many other things that words just cannot describe. I won't go through with all the lengthy explanations of the "whys" and "whats" and all that. Yes, I've been happy, but all that happiness was all external and based on stimuli. Not natural. I also have this constant view of myself being a pest and a fool to those around me.

I've also lost the ability to judge things un-emotionally.

I know the reasons why. The root cause to my sadness. It is not one particular thing that makes me feel how I feel today. Maybe it is? It's a deadly cocktail of everything going on. The feeling of failure normally never breaks my spirit and most of you know it. Like I said, it isn't just one thing. I haven't decided. One small spark and I become over-sensitive to everything, anything and everyone around me. I just want to say thank you so much to those who have helped me or at least tried their best to help me. ( you know who you are)

I really do appreciate it. I'm trying very hard to break free from these negative feelings which sometimes have turned into paranoia. Even more so, posting this up.

I'd also like to apologize to those who I've maybe hurt and insulted unintentionally or maybe even intentionally along the way. Just to let you know, I do not have a personal vendetta towards anyone.

I'm sorry for being so immature.

I'm sorry for being here.

And most of all, I'm so sorry for being a pain, or an irritant to anyone/everyone.

There are so many things going on at this juncture. I'm running out of time. I'm running out of resources.

Still hanging on. Still going to be me,

Sincerely yours,

Kim.

-----V------ < Hey! look! upside down see-saw

2011-04-02T22:57:00.004+08:00

Whats going up and down?

My mind

My emotions.

My judgement

My time

Everything.

Thank You.

Running out of words to say.

2011-03-25T00:33:00.002+08:00

Running out of words to say,

To describe what I feel in my way.

Why am I rhyming??

Choral Speaking? Probably!

Anyway, I'm running out of words to describe how I feel.

Its just a really big cocktail. A mighty poisonous one I can say.

Feels like crap. So many things are going on. Loosing track of whats happening anymore.

But I've learnt something : "A day without laughter is a day wasted" - Charlie Chaplin.

Sounds cliche? Give it a try, you might just find it true. :)

Un-smiley

2011-03-06T16:52:00.002+08:00

Things has been getting really hard lately. More challenges and stress. Work piling up. I've been reading the posts on my blog, from earliest to latest. My blog has been with me for a few years now, though not as complete as my non-existent diary would be, I think I've changed since I first started. Particularly feeling this change this year. Oh well, part of growing up I suppose.

Back then,

I disliked reading, Now, I find the real joy in reading. Not really an avid reader though, only when I come across ones which I REALLY like.

Well, don't judge my history of books, cause compared to others, really, my reading history is really shallow.

Uh...I've got nothing to say now?

Bye. :)

Forget You!

2011-03-02T23:43:00.002+08:00

I had a considerably good day today.

Jeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan! THANKS FOR MY BIRTHDAY PREZZIEEE! LOVE IT!

Rojak Feeling

2011-02-28T17:26:00.003+08:00

Exams are finally over! whee? Nah. Seriously NOT happy about what happened.

I'm going to be very straight forward. No more rhyming. Good or bad? I don't know.

Time to face the results. Sigh.

Feeling demotivated even BEFORE the complete results are out.

Well, Terima Sahajalah hakikatnya.

I miss my old self. The side of me no one will ever know. I have to find it again.

Got myself into this mess. Can't blame anyone but me.

Well, I worked hard. Now I've got to work harder than hard.

MELANCHOLY AWAY

Got the news this year from our headmistress that SMK Seafield is going to have a Carnival once more!

YAY!

"alamaaaak, why "yay"? "

Gahah... go find out for yourself why I can't wait for this years'!"

Erase That Painful Emotional Bind

2011-02-24T14:41:00.005+08:00

Hey Boy, Like what the hell! I made it clear, I rung the bell,

Fine, was it wrong? But now great, you're stuck in my mind like a Taylor Swift song.

Never mind, it’s not your fault, it’s your choice, by default.

I gave it a shot, and I guess the shot wasn’t worth all the thought.

“Hey you sittin’ there, get out of my way”, I guess it doesn’t work like that every day.

I've got nothing concrete; I've nothing beat.

But why you ignoring me? It’s taking a toll on me.

But somehow I’d wake up hoping things might change, but really that thought is simply deranged.

You’ve become part of my shamed obsession; you’ve made a big huge impression.

I wanna hit the “delete” but it seems that I’m stuck on “repeat”

You've been broken once, twice maybe trice ,

I don't know cause you never show ,

What's broken and unfixable should be left behind

for time to erase that painful emotional bind

Hah! I’m telling you this, but I should probably do it myself.

I don’t do this as well as you do, and this isn’t my forte.

But I’ve come to an end to what I’ve got to say.

I don’t know how to tell you anymore, you’ve closed the door.

Well, its really really rough. I was bored and wanted to try something new. :)

Trying something less lyrical.

Credits to Eric for adding in some cool stuff in between and his awesome advice.

Psst... to those who know, "Be Gone" ;)

We're Growing Up Day By Day

2011-02-20T17:32:00.002+08:00

So, I've started blogging again, purely to release stress. I can't be bothered to continue from where I left off. You might have to wait till next year for the Pictures, I don't know. Really depends.

I have no idea what to say, or how to express how I'm feeling right now. But all I can say is that I feel really sad.

I can't believe I'm going through this. Normally these kinds of things don't bother me.

Well.. whatever.

Lots of Questions We Don't Like.

2011-02-19T16:50:00.004+08:00

Emptiness is what I feel. It is the second month of a new year and all I feel is emptiness. Same thing in my thoughts and same thing on my school books.

A Recap of what has happened after my UK trip:

Studied like shit for PMR. Almost suffered mental break down.
PMR arrived. Couldn't finish properly writing my BM paper in time, Science was..
Worked on a plus size magazine with my sis. (not size of paper, as in, plus sized women mag)
PMR results : 7 A's yay me.. congratulations.
Chose the pure science stream which has proven to me to be a disaster. Should have followed my gut instincts to take something that isn't pure science.

2011

Celebrated new year.
Got started in school.
New class.
School was fine.
Making new steps.
School work getting shitty .
Discovered an intriguing mystery. Not. Giving. Up.
Having more and more stress.
Celebrated CNY.
School work gets shittier.
Tried doing something. But failed miserably.
Discovered a whole new side of myself.
Valentines day: okay? nah.
Cross Country. (Today) Okay. Just that the end messed up my day.

Back to the top, lessons are getting harder. Form 4. Honestly, I'm having a tough time accepting the fact that I'm already form 4. SPM is next year and my spirit has never been this crushed before. The lessons in class is extremely stressful and I think I've made a big mistake going into pure science. Don't give me the talk about how "giving up means you're loosing the battle" what about to "nip it at its bud"? What happens if I struggle all the way and still fail? Worth all the effort? Please, I say PLEASE do not compare me to others by saying "if that person can do it you can too". Maybe you'd say that I'm not trying hard enough. But why jeopardize the end result when you know you've got a better, steadier chance up ahead? Can SOMEONE please tell me what to do?

Fine.

Pure science= more challenge, lesser chance, greater reward.

Arts= Less challenge, better chance, lesser reward.

Think about it as taking the smarter way out as supposed to the apparent "lazy" way out.

I'm just mad and frustrated right now. I'm so lost.

Last Days in London

2010-09-13T19:40:00.004+08:00

Warning, Narcissistic post coming up. ;D

We were already leaving London the following day. Today, Agalya would be leaving for good. So we sent her to Liverpool station and helped her with her bags. We went to Marcs and Spencers food to get some food. I had my scrumptious tuna sandwich. We sat down at Starbucks to pass some time. We sat there and chat. It was time for Agalya to go, wished her a safe journey and off she went.

My sis and I were now alone. We made our way back to Malaysian Hall, grabbed our bags, and we took the subway to Heathrow Airport. My sis and I, having a morning flight the next day, checked in a day before so that it wouldn't be a big rush tomorrow morning. Actually, she just checked me in advance and also we had to make sure we knew exactly where things are in advance. We still had our bags with us so my sister checked her big luggage bag into a bag storage place. ("excess baggage") Then we went to Easyhotel Heathrow. Our bus driver was really friendly and helpful. We then arrived and checked in. Bought wireless and settled in for the night. Ate dinner and stuff. It was already about 12am when we fell asleep.

The Next Day ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------

My flight was scheduled about 45minutes later than my sister's flight. So we checked all our stuff in and when all my arrangements was done, my sis left for her flight. She was flying via Singapore Air in a different terminal so she had to take the "Heathrow express" to the other terminal.

So now I was alone. It was the same place I had arrived in on the first day. I walked around and around and around, probably 5 times. Half of my time was spent in their local bookstore. The books there are very very very worth it. 3 books for the price of 2! ( even after conversion its slightly cheaper). So anyway, I idled, walked around. Took my time. Checked that my passport was intact all the time. (yes, I was paranoid). I sat down at the baggage repack area and watched everyone as they panicked to repack their half bursting bags.(The only place which had chairs). Time passed by and it was almost time for my flight to depart. I was actually quite sad and sorta depressed cause I have to leave. My time in U.K was like another world all together and my plane would be like a bridge back to reality of life.

My meet and assist crew helper, Prax, who was also there when I first arrived at Heathrow. He was the guy that was with Marco! We recognized each other and started our conversation about travelling and about how he liked Malaysia while we walked to the departure gate. I was the earliest to arrive, even before the cabin crew did. So we just kept chatting and chatting about really random stuff and about my time in UK.

It was time to go. For good. Prax and I exchanged email addresses and now I was already in the plane. Ready to go. I sat down in the plane while I watched others settle in. It was a full flight and the cabin crew were very friendly. When we were airborne, the depression sank in even more. Luckily, I had two very friendly and interesting guys sitting next to me. http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=14772889316. We didn't talk much until about after 10 hours in the air. (I watched movies and fell asleep and watched more movies and etc) After our last major meal, we started talking about his career and he asked how Malaysia is. Then about 40 minutes before landing, I taught him how to speak some simple Bahasa Malaysia stuff. Like "apa khabar" ( how are you) and "selamat pagi" (good morning) etc.

As usual, I was the last to disembark, my meet and assist crew fetched me and brought me out. I was placed in the "MAS Special Guest room" (again). My next flight to Singapore was in an hour. So I just idled around and bla bla. I met this elderly Armenian couple and we chatted about the education system. This Armenian couple is now staying in London and they had a daughter who is teaching in London. They were staying near Ealing Broadway. Indeed they were very friendly. Then a sudden question came up and she was like "so, do you have a boyfriend" and I was actually, like... "uhhhh... No, why do you ask". That was actually an awkward moment for me, I mean, who would expect that a person who you had met in the last 40 minutes would ask you a question like that. =_="

It was time to go, and my crew came. She was very very new, so she had to go to the counter to ask questions. Guess who I met? JOHN! He was the one who I met when leaving for London. So we had a small conversation and asked about things there. I briefly shared my experience with them. And then It was time to leave.

The plane to Singapore was only 45 minutes. Gah, the jet lag was very bad by then. 45 minutes later, the plane landed. The turbulence was pretty bad. I felt like throwing up a few times. x( The crew assist was there again to meet me at Changi . My sis was already at the arrival hall. Grabbed my bag and was off.

Went to Vivo City to wait for our bus to Sunway. My sis and I promised not to fall asleep on our way back to Malaysia. But after we cleared customs and etc. Even before we got out of Johor, we fell asleep.

Finally, we arrived. Guess what? My phone ran outta battery. *uh oh* when I switched my phone on, there were 30 missed calls. MOM. When we arrived, we got scolded for not calling. Ohwell. I guess that was well deserved. Thats the end of the trip. Though not really, the story in Ireland hasn't been shared.

Thorpe Park!

2010-08-28T23:21:00.008+08:00

The next day, we woke up early and got ready for our trip to Thorpe Park with EJ & Deb. We met up at one of the tube stations and proceeded to Vauxhall and took an overground to Surrey. There was a shuttle bus to Thorpe Park! How convenient! We arrived shortly.

And the ticketing queue was already starting to build up! ( and the park hasn't even opened yet). Bought our tickets and ran all the way in. Took a few pictures and ran all the way into the park after ditching our stuff in the locker room.

The first ride we sat on was the 'Vortex'. "You spin my head right round right round" talk about it. Guess what, when we were done with our ride, the ride was experiencing some technical difficulties. Nothing major, just that we were suspended for a few minutes, the platform didn't raise. (ride here : http://www.thorpepark.com/rides/vortex.aspx# )

"Rush" was the next ride we rode on. Okay. Imagine pirateship but with a little difference. More like a giant swing, which throws you up 180 degrees and swings you back to the other side. When the potential energy was at it's peak, that was the scariest part. It feels like your guts is left behind when you start to swing back. See here: http://www.thorpepark.com/rides/rush.aspx

Then we went to the 'Colossus'. The queue was already building up. Do you know something? The line for the queue goes round and round and round and round. Before reaching the ride, you actually go trough a series of round a bouts, u-turns and all sortsa things. Colossus is the world's first 10 looping rollercoaster. It feels like you're riding on the inside of A&W's curly fries. Short people like I and Deb, got our heads smashed and banged against the harness. The ride was abit rough. See here: http://www.thorpepark.com/rides/colossus.aspx

The queue for "Nemesis Inferno" was two hours long. Yeah. How very annoying. It wasn't really worth the wait but it was fun. It was a suspended coaster and it was quite fast. I could barely see, cause glasses aren't allowed. It went like.. wooooosh! and woooooooshhh! and swwwoooop! and then it ended. :D see here: http://www.thorpepark.com/rides/nemesis-inferno.aspx

Had Lunch.

Earlier on, before "Nemesis Inferno" and after "Colossus" we actually queued up for the SAW ride. yes, after the SAW Movie. They had some technical difficulties so everyone in queue had to be dismissed. Because of that, we were given a free fast pass.

But we went to "STEALTH" Please see link before reading on. http://www.thorpepark.com/rides/stealth.aspx . The sun was beginning to blister our skin and the queue was a well 3 hours. All that for that suuuuper fast crazy uber ride! It was so freaking awesome. It was the highlight of the day. 0-80 mph in 2 seconds launched over 205 feet high. FUHREEKEENG AWESOME. Our faces looked like mashpotatoes on the photograph. xD The only thing you know about the ride is... * count down timer starts... Beep, Beep, Bee--- FREAKING HELL! HOW THE CRAP DID I GET UP HERE?!?!?!* and you're down. So yeah. Thats how awesome it felt! When it was going down, that was and *AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!* moment.

After "STEALTH" we went for a less crazy ride, "Rumba Rapids" it was a family ride, so it was very mild. But fun in a way. EJ bought a refillable bottle of soft drinks that we all shared. By the time we got there, we pretty much lost our adrenaline and we were laughing all the way in the ride. Even small bumps made us laugh hysterically. We were sharing a raft with this British family. The two boys and dad only looked at us weirdly.

See ride here: http://www.thorpepark.com/rides/rumba-rapids.aspx

Then we proceeded to SAW- THE RIDE. That was totally wicked! We managed to cut the queue cause we got a complimentary fast pass cause of our wait earlier on. So the queue was only 5 minutes. The setting of the whole thing really looked like something you would see in the SAW movies. Creepy.(WARNING SPOILER ALERT!) First, you start on the ride, each unit having 8 seats, four in front and four at the back. The ride starts when you go into this pitch black place with only the saw doll on the tricycle telling us that we'll never escape (just like the movies). They had surround sounds like water dripping, faint pounding heartbeat. Then when he finishes talking, you go slowly into the darkness and ZOOOM! you go twisting and turning and upside down into a series of twist and turns. The next thing you know, you're already out side, ascending up a 90 degree climb. You, reach the peak, pause and zoom, free falling. The thing looked like an alphabet "R". When you think the scary part was over, there is another loop and all that. That was really fun. See here: http://www.thorpepark.com/rides/saw-the-ride.aspx

Next was the "X:/No way out". Um.. a coaster in darkness, which goes backwards. Not scary or whatever just that it was sorta annoying that it had alot of pauses and it was slow. See here: http://www.thorpepark.com/rides/x-no-way-out.aspx

We quickly proceeded to "Tidal Wave", a water plunge coaster thingy. Its a coaster, with tracks in water. See : http://www.thorpepark.com/rides/tidal-wave.aspx By then, we were laughing our heads off and making lame jokes and statements. Nothing much about this ride other than really hot guys taking off their shirts. ;D. Fun ride.

Then it was already almost closing time, the next and last thing we went for was the SAW HORROR MAZE. Freaky shit. The setting is based on scenes from SAW the movie. The "ghost/victims" were really good actors. (SPOILER) First we queue up and link by holding shoulders. After the speed briefing (if you have heartattack of you are pregnant or etc) we went to this room and this "SWAT" officer was telling us that if you get caught you're not going to make it out alive. We had no assistance whatsoever we had to follow the "exit signs". It was actually really confusing in there, the fog, the setting the sounds, and "victims" pouncing on you and the occasional flashing strobing lights but mostly dim lit areas. Guys: If you're going on a date to show your girlfriend your 'macho', you're going to go in there screaming like a girl. Girls: Best is to wear sport shoes or something secure, you might slip. Yes, its.. umm.. yea... (Don't worry, all the actors looked like women)

The park was already 3/4 empty, everyone was leaving. There was the last ride that EJ and I wanted to ride, but when we were running in, the person announced "This is the final ride and we accept no more people, those in the queue line, please exit the way you came out from." We were very very disappointed. :( sigh, oh well. That ride was called the "Slammer".

See here: http://www.thorpepark.com/rides/slammer.aspx

Well, that was the end of the day. We got our stuff and took the express back to the station. We arrived at Malaysian Hall at 7 and the clerk was "out for dinner" so we were stuck outside. >=(. My sis and I were, stinky, soaked and tired (but happy). We had to page for Agalya to help us, since she was in the building. We didn't have our room keys so we crashed at Agalya's room until the reception was open.

At night, we went all the way to McDonalds in Oxford Street for dinner and to help check Debra's arrangement for the accommodation next year in Aber. But then, Ej and Deb left after awhile. We went back, had a quick pack and slept.

Ps: I think this is the correct order of what happened. There are already some details which I've forgotten. Whatever it is, I still remember all the main events which happened. :D

To London....

2010-08-28T23:00:00.003+08:00

The next thing I knew, It was already morning. Had some breakfast and did a final check and pack. As stated before,

Train from Aberystwyth to Machynlleth,bus to Newtown, Train to Birmingham, Train (Virgin trains) to London. (more about this after constitutional hill)

That was our route.

Well, that was one heck of an experience. Why? I'm not being fussy cause of the changes. It's cause of the massive size of luggage we had. Combined, 3 of us had about 8 BIG bags. So yeah. We had a real fun time juggling our stuff around.

The most annoying part of this particular journey was the Virgin Trains.

5 Main reasons:

1) The train was extremely packed, there was barely any room for our bags, let alone walking room. So, we had to sit separately. (I Don't mind sitting separately, find out what happens next)

2) The people sitting across my isle, which is 1 1/2 foot wide were talking really loudly about real stupid things. The person NEXT to me was blabbing all the way to London. How delightful! :)

3)There was a scheduled delay.

4) I was hungry

5) I was tired and the whole train was getting noisier.

After many grueling hours of travel, we FINALLY ARRIVED at London. But the battle wasn't over yet! It was 10.30 and the Malaysian Hall curfew is at 11. Thank our lucky stars that it was no longer rush hour. With our huge bags and stuff, we FINALLY arrived at Malaysian Hall. On. The. Dot. Phew...

Settled in, and no, obviously we didn't eat dinner, the last thing I ate was half a Snicker bar back on Virgin trains. Luckily, I bought Penguin Biscuits! ahhh... yumm.... :D Truly, a lifesaver. Played a last card game and retired for the night.

Constitution Hill

2010-08-28T22:17:00.002+08:00

The next day, we woke up and it was EJ & Debra, Shankar's then Nichole's turn to leave Aber. EJ & Deb was leaving for London and Shankar was just sending his parents off but Nichole was leaving Aber for good. :( EJ and Shankar had the same train so we sent them off first. Later we went back to the house and chatted with Nichole and her parents until it was time to leave. After settling in, we said our goodbyes and soon, the train left the station. Reality struck us when we realized that we will be leaving Aber so soon. Hmm.. Whats this? *gasp!* "CHANGE OF TRAIN ROUTES FOR TRACK WORKS". Agalya, my sis and I were scheduled to leave tomorrow. Well, this is our new route:

Train from Aberystwyth to Machynlleth,bus to Newtown, Train to Birmingham, Train (Virgin trains) to London. (more about this after constitutional hill)

Later, We went up to Constitutional Hill. It was really really windy up there. We took a tram up. The view is really magnificent! You know how you would exaggerate in your English essays about how beautiful and breathtaking the view and everything else is? It was exactly like that! From Consti hill, you can actually see Aber's neighbouring town, Borth. You can actually see sheeps, cows and horses from up there. Really magnificent!

I tried to take a picture of a sheep. But luring a sheep to the fence isn't as easy as calling a dog. So instead, I just got glared at by the sheep. How annoying. Rude, rude sheep. We were up there for about 2 hours then we went back down.

Agalya went back to the house but my sis and I met up with Nurul and Sham at Bella Vue hotel near the Promenade ( seaside). I took Sham's parents to the castle ruins. They were so excited that we were soon ahead of Sis, Nurul and Sham who was already out of sight. We walked around for quite awhile at the Castle ruins and I helped them with pictures. The day was extremely very very very windy. Welsh wind is really strong enough to push someone backwards whilst walking. Soon, Aunty, uncle and I decided to stop to take a break from walking against the wind which was a painful and tiring ordeal. We then met up with my sis and proceeded to the pier. It was already 8 pm and the sun still had not set. We hung around awhile and soon Nurul's mom came out. Walked about even more and me being me, observed and lured seagulls but failed. Interesting creatures, really.

We met with Agalya again cause we had a dinner invitation to Sanas' place (one of my sister's friends) at another of the university's accommodation. We ate awesome home cooked food! Sana's mom can make some awesome food man! We went home with full and happy bellies.

Sam was already home when we arrived home. My sis and Agalya wanted to go to 'Why Not' for the last time and Lamia went too. Well, OBVIOUSLY I stayed home with Sam. I fell asleep really fast anyway.

Graduation Day! - Continuation

2010-08-28T22:02:00.002+08:00

I had a weird craving for Ben & Jerry's ice cream but that was soon forgotten after stuffing my face into the wholesome fish and chips at Weatherspoons. Weatherspoons is located just at the train station, so we walked back. All of us, ( EJ, Debra, Sis, Agalya and I) took turns taking showers. Agalya had sent her parents off. Hmm.. I can't seem to recall exactly what happened. But I think it went something like this : after graduation, ate fish and chips, went home, chat and chat and chat and chat, Shankar came back and chat and chat. Chat till late at night and forgot about dinner. Okayy.. it's coming back now. Right. It was already quite late at night and we forgot about dinner. We were supposed to eat Subway sandwiches, 'Chicken Tika', my favourite! But sadly it was closed. So the only option so late at night was 'Lip Licking'. Mentioning 'Lip Licking' has seemed to trigger my taste buds. I almost got trampled over these big tall semi drunk men racing uphill. (another disadvantage of being short). Went home, ate dinner and fell peacefully asleep.

Ireland

2010-07-26T14:07:00.002+08:00

Woah... Okay. I know, I promised to update when I was back in Aber. What actually happened was is that I was too tired from travel. Right now I'm back in Malaysia and in school. This is probably the last time I'm going to use the internet before I ban myself until the first trials are over. It all really depends. Anyway.

We arrived at Birmingham International Airport and settled at Burger King while waiting for our train to Aber. At Burger King, we met with Eu Jin a.k.a EJ and Debra, my sisters' entertaining friends. We were chatting and then EJ and Debra needed to go back to Birmingham's Bullring to change a faulty merchandise. While waiting I went to Machines in Bullring and knocked myself out while playing with the iPad and iPhone 4. The iPad is a bigger version of a iPod touch with better resolution. I'ts as heavy as my laptop. The iPhone 4, is just like another iPhone. Looks better.

When we arrived at the train station to Aber, we had coffee and waited even more. The trains to Aber were particularly packed around this time as it was graduation week over there. We met Nurul and Sharmini as well as their parents. We were greeted by Nichole at the station. Her parents were actually on the next coach!

The train ride was a little bumpy this time. After 3 hours of train we arrived. It started to rain. The train station is really near by the house. Probably less than 3 minutes by foot. All we had to do was run up the steep gradient with our "tiny" bags in the "slight breeze" and "drizzle". Panting, we arrived. Finally.

Settled down and played several card games and just hanged around the house. (A little bit of a blur moment here, can't really recall. :/ ) It was graduation day the next day. RIGHT! After settling down, Agalya's mom helped my sister with her graduation outfit. My sis wore a beautiful saree. Black and red with some studs on it. Every one was excited for what awaits the next day.

GRADUATION DAY!

Every one in 24, Bridge street was busy preparing for graduation. Agalya's mother helping my sister tie her saree, Nichole looking adorable in her dress, Sam and Shankar getting ready, Debra helping EJ with his tie. Because the house had only one bathroom, we required shifts. Those who were graduating and needed to leave early would use the bathroom first. Sis, Nichole, Shankar, Sam and EJ left in one cab and the rest of us would be taking another cab. Again, it was raining. :(

After meeting and taking pictures with my sis and her friends at the entrance of the Grand Hall we took our places in the hall. The ceremony begun. Finally, the proudest moment of all...... When they called my sister's name and was granted her degree. My parents was watching from Malaysia via internet. :D

Went for lunch with the bunch at Weatherspoons and had lovely Fish and Chips and coffee. YUM! Spent the rest of the day at home talking and joking around. :D

Ireland

2010-07-15T11:36:00.002+08:00

Arrived on Monday at Dublin international after a long journey from Aberystywth. Well, we walked the whole of Dublin yesterday and the day before. Things here are extremely expensive and its an arse to buy anything. Just don't want to open your wallet. We went to the Guinness Store house and it was amazing! More info later when I return to Aber. Right now, I'm in the airport waiting for departure and using their internet services. 1 euro for 8 minutes. Sigh. See ya'll back at aber!

Aberystwyth

2010-07-11T23:02:00.004+08:00

Friday 9th July

Well, my sister took me out for a tour in Aber town. I am truly fascinated by the town. Seriously. Its just a small place, smaller than Subang itself. Her friends and house mates wonder why? Well, one thing is, put apart center stage, I love the peace and quiet of Aber town. Unlike the busy place subang has become. Everything in Aber is within walking distance. We walked around town and visited some shops. Imagine Taipan, in cooling weather, lesser cars, narrower roads and beautiful scenery. Did I mention, on the way to Aber (on the train) I actually saw REAL Frisian Cows!!!!!!!! ( The cows you see on milk cartons). Anyway, one thing I love about the UK is that dogs are allowed everywhere. Clothes in UK is also really beautiful. I can easily find my size. The only thing stopping me from going on a shopping frenzy? Again, its my good friend, the killer currency. The other thing is that some things I wear here might not look offensive in the British culture, but may appear as 'Lala' in Malaysia. This is truly annoying. Seriously. We also went to the Aberystwyth Castle ruins. Well, the view from the ruins are awesome. The castle is sitting on the edge of a cliff over looking the seaside. Really really breath-taking view. She also took me to the Old Aber University Campus. The university has been there for over a hundred years and you should be able to picture the structure. I visited their library. Nothing spectacular. Just a library. But they have complete collections of the books ofcourse.

Speaking of culture, the one thing I dislike about it is that drinking, smoking and cursing is really rampant here. But since it doesn't really bother me so, I don't really care. Put the negative aside, you have quite disciplined bunch who don't litter. (OMG I think I was just wolf whistled at. :O. I'm at a local bar btw. Free Wifi) That's why you have clean parks and all that. Don't have to worry about stepping in dog poop here or worrying about stupid house cats running wild and messing up trashcans. The only pests you get here is the Seagulls. D: horrible. They are the bigger, stronger and more notorious version of crows. :/ no ants.

Went down to the beach yesterday. Went with sis, Sam and Nichole.। The beach in Aber is really different from the beaches in South East Asia. Instead of soft silky sands, you get a mixture of sand and black stones. The water is also really really cold and the sea is less salty (sorta tasted it by accident). The waves are stronger in comparison and its actually kinda painfully-ticklish to walk on the beach. It is also cleaner and less polluted. The shores are covered in sea weed. Nonetheless, its still really beautiful in its own way. Best part? Beach is 3 minute walk away. :D

Ps: Why do they NOT have Fanta in Malaysia?!?
Pss: Hot guy count: 28. ;D

Aberyswyth

2010-07-09T16:29:00.001+08:00

I got a Shrek toy from McD's :D. Arrived at Aberyswyth (abery-swift) at night and took a hike to my sister's place. I don't know what to say about Aber cause we just went back and slept after a nice long hot bath. We're going out to do something today I suppose. Its much cooler than London thats for sure. I went nuts looking at their ABC soup at Sainsbury,Chromwell road (their Giant) and came home happily with 2 small cans :D I'm mildly frustrated now cuase I can't log into facebook :@. I Miss BISCUIT!!!!

marble arch, leicester square.

2010-07-07T17:37:00.001+08:00

so we had dinner at leicester square after walking for 3 hours or so. Visited all the broadway theathers. Awesome place. Well, yea visited but didn't watch anything. We actually walked the whole of Leicester square. Covered soho too! Later, we took the tube to Marble Arch. Marble arch is nice. It was getting late so we went home after taking some pics. Pics will only be posted after my trip. So for now, READ :)

The next day, ( 7/7/2010)

After checking out, we went to TOWER BRIGE and St.Pauls cathederal. St.Pauls is magnificent. Really really beautiful and big. Huge really. I was really impressed. I had a problem fitting the massive structure into my 18-55mm. (yea,yea I don't have wide angle). The surrounding are offices, and we felt extremely dresses down. I'm still kinda bummed cause the pics aren't of fantastic quality :(. We went back to queensway station and had a picnic (yes, that is impossible to do in the scoldering weather in M'sia) in South Kensington park. Very clean and cooling. Went back to the room and watched the Germany vs. Spain @ TGIF's at Leiscester. Went back to our new plac and slept like pigs.

TODAY

Woke up and checked out. Made our way to Kings cross station and took a picture of platform 9 3/4.YES!! FROM HARRY POTTER! they left the sign there. Now were chilling at McDonalds at Kings cross. Waiting for train to aber, sister's place. Will update again when I have the time. Every pound used burns my heart and pocket :(

Ps: hot guy count in London: 20
p

continuing...

2010-07-07T00:23:00.001+08:00

Marble arch is up next on our agenda. We're just resting now. Chillaxing after eating. Bought 5 litres of drinking water for 96p. Thats about RM3.90 i guess? Beautiful and crowded city. One thing about the sun here.. sets at 10 pm, rises at 3. gahhhhh... Thank god I don't have jet lag. Touring London helps me with literature this year. Turns imagination into visualisation. anyhoo, will be updating again probably before I sleep. Can't imagine the amount of homework I'm gonna get D:

Touring London

2010-07-07T00:06:00.001+08:00

We ended our tour about 3 hours ago and now, I'm back on my bed. It truly was tiring. We did the walking tours. It was amazing and beautiful! We went to :
St. Martin in the fields
Trafalgar Square (yes, monopoly)
National Gallery
Westminister Abbey

and everything around there. The most impressive had to be Parliament square, Westminister Abbey and the sight of the Big Ben. There are so many hilarious stories about the Buckingham Palace. Our tour guide, Dave was very funny.

london

2010-07-06T15:21:00.001+08:00

Forgive the many posts,sis's phone has a word cap.After that, we took the Heathrow express into Paddington station.YES, Paddington, the bear and bought an 'oyster card' which is their version of 'touch n go'. Took a tube to 'Bayswater'. After checking in, we had dinner, 'ta pao' McD's. THEY HAVE PORK!!!!!!!! yes, its scrumptious. After dinner, I slept like a pig. Woke up and blogged. Now, I shall find something to do till my sis wakes up. Things are expensive here, don't expect many souvineirs from me :P

london

2010-07-06T15:09:00.001+08:00

So I've arrived at London. Well yesterday actually. Blogging with sister's phone. Jet lag not too bad, and the weather is just nice. (comparing to malaysia). Flew in with Malaysian airlines and had the 'meet and assist' crew to make sure I don't get lost in the airport. My last guide, Marcos was the most friendly. We were talking about music and how he used to play the trumpet and drums when he was still in highschool. He is 26 this year and he is from Italy. Pretty good looking dude if you ask me ;).

Flying Once More

2010-07-04T00:02:00.003+08:00

Yes! I'm flying once more! This round, a little bit further. I'm going to the UNITED KINGDOM!

Why? : Sister is graduating! Congrats sis! I can't believe I'm saying this, but I actually miss your Royal temper :P (doesn't mean you have to embrace it)

How? : Mas airlines

When? : 5th July. :D

Where? : Bus: Malaysia> Singapore. Flight: Singapore> KL transit> LHR (London, Heathrow). Then i'll be going to aberyswyth, Wales. Sister's place. I'll also be going to IRELAND! :D wooo hoo!

When : return: 21st July.

My mind isn't really making much sense now. so yeah. :P If there's anything urgent, please send me a text/call. Otherwise, you'll be charged international roaming. Off to Singapore tomorrow morning. Goodnight all!

Happy Birthday to Brandon Choooooooooooooooooooooooo~~! ;D

and SivaPrya~~! may you guys be blessed and happy! :D

Easter break | Outing | Random

2010-05-26T21:49:00.005+08:00

Sorry for not updating in a very very very long long time. Just got very lazy. And partially, I had no inspiration to write anything. To come to think of it, I still don't have any inspiration. As a summary, Jeamblehsuen (Jean, Kimberly and Hsuen) had an outing in conjunction with Jake's (jean's bro's birthday). Highlight: Jake "lost" Jean when he was his friends. He was last spotted in the ice rink, so we asked the management to read this note:

Yam-basket

Before that, my sister came back from Aberystywyth, Wales for Easter break. It was a surprise to my parents, and of course I knew. You should have seen the look on their face (and kakak's) when they saw her back home :D (operation barnacle success!) Above and below are the pics of food that we ate. There are more, but I'm just too lazy to upload all of em.

Sate Kajang!

Rojak Mamak.

Cooked by Nurul's mom (my sister's friend who also came back to surprise her family)

It was awesome. Home cooked of course.

And this picture, was actually taken during Chinese New Year back in Penang. My sister loved this picture so much, she decided to use it as a wallpaper. :)

So the midterms for the form 3's ( 9th graders) have started. Well, cheers and goodluck to those taking them too. And ofcourse, others around the world taking exams/finals/trials and etc.

Can't wait for the Malaysian Choral Eisteddfod. :D

Made a lotus pop-up card for mom's birthday!

Spilled water on my keyboard yesterday and the 'e' button was malfunctioning. Used a hair-dryer and IT WORKED!

Downloaded Shrek 3. Watching it with dad soon :D wheeeeeeee~

Stay tuned for more! (hopefully soon)

2010-05-06T18:23:00.002+08:00

Okay, Its been awhile since I've uploaded or updated anything. Been so bogged down by homework and assignments. Gah! anyway, nothing much happened. Just posting this to let you know that I still care for my blog.

Frustrations.

2010-04-05T22:40:00.002+08:00

I've been trying to upload the photographs so many times, I just gave up. Maybe one day when I find faster connection speed I'll work on it.
Working working working on my piano but still, ugh.
No time for extra studies.
'Can't Fight this feeling anymore' - Making me so ughhh..
Tolerance level to bullcrap is going down the drain.
Can't stand naiveté anymore.
Bimbotic statements, questions, actions will be replied with sharp sarcasm.
Have not started much on assignments yet and its due this end of the month.
Going through a mega mood swing today.
Don't worry, if you're not naive or bimbotic, you're safe.

CNY 2010 Pics.

2010-03-15T17:20:00.003+08:00

Credits to Honvee for the Chinese words (above

Grade 2 Theory Exam

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Well, yes, Its tomorrow.

Good luck!

Happy Belated Bday sisterrr!

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Happy Belated Birthday Sis!

You've already celebrated the year where you can legally;

Drink, Drive, Club and etc.

Uhhh..Happy Birthday anyway!

May you be blessed with wisdom, protection, and success in your life.

Fromyourbestsistahever,

Kimberly :D

January, February, March

2010-03-10T22:07:00.005+08:00

JANUARY.

So school started in January and as usual you can see Facebook, Twitter, Blogs, Plurk and etc flooding with things like "School tomorrow :(". I do have to admit, starting a new year can be somewhat intimidating. So, this year is the year where we move to the morning session, take PMR, face more responsibility and for sure, more homework and zombie-fied mornings. This year, I decided to make some changes to my school activities. Joined choral speaking and seafield fm. Nothing much happened in January, except the hustling and bustling and getting used to teachers and stuff.

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FEBRUARY.

Same old same old. Chinese New Year break was a week long. Started on the 14th (Yes valentines day too). Going to upload the pictures soon. But its taking forever considering the photos are huge.

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MARCH.

First exam of the year. Once again flooded with Facebook, Twitter, Blogposts ranting about exams this time. Got some of those "Criticize without thinking and analyzing the situation" people commenting and saying the most STUPID, IRRATIONAL, and DUMB things ever. I had no idea that people (adults) could do such things. What happened to those who once looked at both side of the situations to analyze the right and wrong and the possibilities of why such actions were done? You teach us to always "Who, what, why, when, How" questions, to rationalize. Should you let your anger conquer your sane mind? Have you tried looking beyond the immediate action to look at what the future could possibly hold to the benefit to all? Have you not taught of chain reactions? The problem is, all of you are so blind of what the immediate effects are and we fail miserably to see the future. Yes, I know that I'm not all that great and have my flaws, that doesn't mean everything I say has to fall on deaf ears. Lets clear some things up, My participation in something else doesn't mean my loyalty will vanish instantly from what I formerly do, nor am I running away from anyone or anything. That does not give you the prerogative to criticize or talk about my decisions but the least you can do is respect it. I have not done any harm whatsoever to you or anyone for the matter of fact. I speak the truth and I do not hide behind a mask of so called being transparent or whatever you call it. You may ask for opinions but the decision has already been made. So whats the point of asking anymore? So anyone who reads this, think of what I have already said. What I really mean from this passage is just to look at two sides of the picture and analyze whats actually going on. This passage is not intended to hurt/insult anyone. This passage is also not addressed to anyone in particular. Ohyea!! March semester break for one week is starting this Saturday. I will be going for the 'Lawatan Pestabuku Antarabangsa' at PWTC after the holidays.

TODAY.

Had K.H (homescience) today and forgot to bring my woodwork. So I ended up creating something to hold all my exercise books on my table during class considering our brilliant classrooms has tables with no desks to store our stuff. It was a success actually. Jack wanted one too. I made another one for him during free period today. It took less than 30 minutes to do but ofcourse like any other compromised work, it was a little messy over the edges.

NOW.

Supposed to be doing history assignment but I needed to blog. Hungry.

More Pictures!

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The title says it all. Mostly Random shots. Featuring: Pik Yen as our guest star for today.

Pik Yen and I during one of the choir rehearsals at school. We decided to bring our cameras together.

While we were walking out from school.

Mabel and Chang Yi Shuen.

You Know Who you are ;)

Error in text. Please note that this is not a bamboo shoot, its an ordinary bamboo.

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That's pretty much all for today. It takes ages to upload the picture. Compromised quality also?. Oh well. Went to Sunway Pyramid with dad today to watch Avatar (finally) in 3D. It was actually good, but I found that the publicity was wayyy over rated though. If you realize, the plot is alot like Pocahontas, except it's more futuristic/ savvy.

Saw Brandon, Ben and auntie too.The next show I wanna watch is Alice in Wonderland and hopefully in 3D too! March break is coming soon! Can't wait! Didn't take any pictures today.

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In My mind:

Should I go for IU?

How are my prefect friends doing in camp?

Theory exam is inching closer!! =O

Fast forward!

2010-03-04T00:48:00.004+08:00

Okay, As you can see I have already changed my blog layout. The reason is to be able to fit in all the pictures that i'm gonna post up soon. I got a new toy. Nikon D5000. I'm putting up the shots soon, when I have the time and when I'm not to sleepy either. I'm not a professional yet and I'm still experimenting with all the modes and stuff. So please forgive me for not having superb shots. (yet). Here are SOME of the early shots that I have taken which features mostly Garden Creatures or my dog or something of that nature and stuff you can find around my house.

Happy Birthday Yatkuan!

2010-03-03T21:09:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday YatKuan!

May you have an awesome year ahead and many many more to come! =D

(Picture from http://www.yatkuan-emily.blogspot.com/) ;)

Continuation

2010-03-03T19:15:00.003+08:00

Okay, So the musical was a blast! I received many compliments from audience saying that we have done a good job. Obviously we felt fantastic! Here are some pictures from the musical. Thank you Uncle Michael Leong (Cheryl Leong's dad)

Upper row: Me, Christopher, Denise

Lower row: Sherie Mae, Kimberley Tan, Michael Voon (choreographer)

Me during certificate presentation.

Pic courtesy of Michael voon (choreographer)

My duet with Sherie, Macavity. Whoops, off center stage!

The whole Andrew Llyod Webber Gang =D

Christopher's Solo, 'Superstar'

KLCC'S very own boy band.

Christopher, Edwin, Yee Jun, Darryl Ian

Yes, we had boxes.

Dancers: Denise, Pbrinda, Melissa, Sarah Ng and Ed.

I Don't have the pictures of the other performances for now though. Next up is the Performance in the church and the one in KLCC.

All in one

2010-02-08T22:59:00.002+08:00

So, basically I have had so many things which passed since Korea. It was the finals then it was soon the holidays. Triple Bill musical after that and then the gig at the Sacred Heart of Jesus on Peel Road, then the performance at KLCC for Christmas alongside the Malaysian Philharmonic Youth Orchestra (MPYO).

Lets start with Triple Bill. It was a musical under the Kuala Lumpur Children's Choir held in KLPAC on the 28th and 29th of November. We performed in Stage 1 and we had full house on both days. It was split up into 3 parts of each level of the choir having our own. The first musical was "Frankie and me" its a nice play and all of them there are really talented I have to say. The second one was "Alexander" which was performed by the youngest of the choir. And last but not least, the "Music of the night" performed by the Senior level of the choir. All the songs sung were written by Andrew Llyod Webber;

Joseph's Technicolor Coat

Let Us Love in Peace

Another Suitcase Another Hall ( soloist, Kimberley Tan)

Macavity (Duet:Kimberly Ong,Sherie Mae.Dancers:Pbrinda, Edwind, Denise Yap, Melina, Sarah)

Mr.Mistoffeles (soloist: Jayson Cheah)

Starlight express

No matter what

When Children rule the world

Whistle down the wind (soloist: Kirthana)

I don't know how to love him (soloist Denise Yap)

Jesus Christ Super Star ( Soloist Christopher Chalmers)

To be continued

Conclusion

2010-02-06T22:48:00.002+08:00

Okay, Finally I'm done with it! after 7 months since the event. So anyway, we were quarantined to the hotel and there was the unoccupied business lounge in the hotel. Auntie Nancy was in charge of all of us. We were already advised to bring revision books or something to read. It was a room as big as a class room with 2 very comfortable couches, big air-conditioner and one computer. At one point, I was actually paranoid that I had the swine flu. We got half of our results that evening at the business lounge. When we had received the news that we got a Silver* we were super excited! The next day, we were already flying home. We all had some level of separation anxiety from the whole trip. As we checked out of the hotel all of us were heavy hearted and didn't want to leave. I really miss the hotel even till now, I have a bar of soap from that hotel which reminds me of all the great unforgettable memories that we had there. We actually bonded most during the competition itself instead of all the rehearsals. I miss everything about that place. What I would do to go back to that place once more. When we arrived in KLIA, we were greeted by our relatives and parents with garlands of fresh flowers! It was then when we received the news that we actually came in as the 2nd place winners of the category.

*The Asian Choir Games point system is very unique, hence the competition is something like an exam. When a choir is evaluated, marks will be given and only certain amount of marks can qualify for a level. (for example, in school exams, students will be graded according to A,B,C/ Distinction, Merit, Credit) From there, the teams with the highest points will win the category. ( I hope you get it)

Put it this way, I've learn't so many things that cannot be learn't in your daily lives. The experience and the knowledge I've gained has to be immeasurable.

World Choir Championships, Korea. 2009

2010-02-06T21:42:00.006+08:00

World Choir Championships, Korea. 2009 Day 4 Part II

2009-11-16T22:30:00.003+08:00

Again, its all upside down. After we returned from the Island, we went back to the hotel to refresh ourselves, yeah I know, No time to rest in the hotel man! REGRET SAYING THAT. You'll see why later. Back to topic, yes, we went back to Sungsan Art Hall to watch the WORLD CHOIR CHAMPIONSHIPS CHILDREN'S CATEGORY. (I made a mistake posting it 1 day earlier.) The best of the best only competes in this category. The choir who got first place in the Asian Choir games category and in the Korean international open category will be in this round.

After watching all that, we had lots of time to ourselves, instead of going back to the hotel, Me, My sis, Auntie Freda, Auntie Fiona and Nikilesh went to go tour the city ourselves. ON FOOT. From Sungsan art hall, we walked and explored the area. It was suuuuper clean, unlike Malaysia. People there obey the non-smoking/non-parking laws and etc. When we finally made it back to the art hall, on foot, we had a official KLCC Korea team dinner thingy in the art hall itself. It was a buffet dinner. They serve STARBUCKS as their coffee.

FANG? what does that mean?

Tracy and Wen Chin's attempt on the see saw.

At the knot and coaster making station.

Paper made out of maple wood.

Mandaue Children's Choir, another kickass choir.

Yeah, clay piggies! Sorry for the bad focus, the piano is stealing all the attention.

Straw exhibit.

YewGene and Yi Ming playing with the revolving door.

Wen Chin and the yummy sushi's ;)

After the dinner, me, sis, auntie Freda, Flora, Ida, Uncle Rafil and Irina had ditched the choir for the Gala concert. We had soooo much fun talking about travel experiences. Uncle Rafil was talking about Panda Head Curry? (yes the "?" is part of the name) and his experiences. The concert was scheduled to finish at 10. But it ended up to be 11.15. Irina and family got a cab back to the hotel and Auntie Flora, Freda, Me and sis stayed back. We then got the shocking news from our liaisons that any further activities from the next day onwards would be cancelled. We were so shock to hear. We were the first people to know considering ever other choir is in the hall watching the Gala concert. We did not say a word on the bus to the other members until we got back to the hotel and Tracy made the announcement. Why? all was cancelled?? an Indonesian team had been affected by H1N1. goodbye all plans of exploring Korea. Before the day ends, Auntie Jenny was daring enough to pull one of the Louisville Cardinal Singers soloist into our bus. All the girls were going wild ( excluding me). I had already laid my eyes on a Ukrainian hottie ;). -Girls will be girls.

World Choir Championships, Korea. 2009 Day 4

2009-11-16T21:49:00.008+08:00

WOOOKAY, apologies for the stranded stories of the trip. Anyway, 4th day. Task 1, check. Task 2, HAVE FUN! The stress, anxiety and early hours were finally (somewhat over) Woke up about 7am. Had breakfast and we decided where to go. We got ready and asked the receptionist to call cabs to get to the Jetty 45 minutes away...... (sorry for scrambled pics)

(One of my favorite pictures from the trip. The Taegeuki, Korean National Flag)

In the Ferry

This was actually when we were leaving the island.

The opposite side of where I was sitting. The operator was kind enough to let us ride so many times (considering we were the only bunch in the island) till Allen and Nikilesh puked, beside me.

Missed the first few times.

The ride rocks man!!

This is another ride, somewhat thrilling actually. Allen on the left and Yi Ming on the right.Having fun boys?

Me and my cheesy grin. xD

Behind me.

I finally used the Panoramic mode on my phone!

Darryl Ian: "Up leads to... more hiking, "Down.. leads to food"

Everyone: "FOOD!"

We walked the perimeter of the island saw a jellyfissh!! =D

Thats how the beach looked like. Its oyster shells

View from the hike.

The island is a shape of a pig! ( We forgot the korean name for it) Not making it up, its actually part of the history or something

See.. told you so!

The whole island was filled with these creatures.

Going TO the island.

See the piggy?? I TOLD YOU!

At the Jetty

World Choir Championships, Korea. 2009 Day 3 part III

2009-09-30T22:12:00.005+08:00

This is the Vocalista Angels Klaten,Jakarta. One of the BEST choirs I've heard in many categories. They participated in the World Choir Championships Children's Choir Category. Close your eyes, you would think its an adult female chorus. Open your eyes and you'll be enchanted by the glow in their eyes, burning spirit and cheerful movements.

They were the champions for the Children's choir category in 2007, Asian Choir Games. Jakarta. The video still can be found on youtube. They sung the exact same songs. No kidding. Go and watch it!

Ukrainian Choir (I think)

Louisville Cardinal Singers,USA! ( They SOUND good and they LOOK good. All in one package)

Spot the judge!

One of the local choir

I cant remember where they're from, but they sound goood. Maybe its a Slovenian

A team from China. They sound okay, comparing to the Cardinal Singers. They were the first choir out. Pretty Dresses.

We left after a few choirs after the Cardinal singers. I didn't snap all of the choirs in this category. But all of them are damn good! I've never heard anything close to the standards of the choirs that day. They made your hair stand listening to these choirs. If I had a chance, I would definitely want to listen to them again. Some of their pieces were lengthy. Its just so astounding hearing every song so perfect, flawless.

World Choir Championships, Korea. 2009, Day 3 part II

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When the competition ended it was already mid day around 3 o'clock. We went back to the hotel and we had a quick refresh and we went for dinner. My sister had arrived just as we reached the hotel. We had quick refresh and we went out for dinner. I went with aunty Freda, aunty Flora and sis. We walked to the Tesco at the end of the corner for dinner and guess what? Guess who we ran into?? The choir!. We had our dinner at a food court same concept as the previous night. Before our meal arrived, Andrew, Allen, Darryl and Nickilesh found this amaaaazing motion master in the mall it was 3ooo won perperson... (read below to continue story) x)

My all time favourite picture of me! courtesy of uncle Chow

Andrew and I. Allen was at the back. It was this 4D motion master that was a million times better than the one in Genting. Im not exaggerating but its true! Its 3000 won so its about RM9 perperson and with loan of 3D glasses. It was soooo goood! You also have this wide selection where you can choose what ride you want. And its all in a shopping mall!

Thats the screen of the people inside. Inside was Sarah, Darryl and Allen.

The video of me riding this thing is in facebook.

This is their version of our "Touch and go" its called the Tmoney. This can be used for busses, trains, taxis, and public phones. Thanks sis for buying one for me. =D

When we got back to the hotel, we were the earliest to arrive. We boarded the bus soon and we were off to watch the World Choir Championships Mixed Choirs Category. Pictures in the next post.

World Choir Championships, Korea. 2009, Day 3 part I

2009-08-27T00:55:00.002+08:00

Again, in the morning, same routine! But this time wasnt much of a rush. The real deal, The Asian Choir Games! Thrilling. Seriously. This day was when the fun really begins. I was more aware of what was going on around me and I wasn't so blur. When we arrived, the rehearsal room that we were designated to was big, filled with mirrors, korean drums, stunt equipment and a nice big grand piano. We practiced over and over. We still had an hour before the competition begun.Quiet time, time to think about whats going to happen, time to relax and not painic. Girls touched up their hair and makeup, I couldnt be bothered about mine. This round we were the last team to go up. I looked over and over and over again at the scores to make sure I remember the dynamics and other stuff I scribbled during masterclasses with Sonya Keogh and Juliette Lai. And the day's journey begins..........

In the bus. Notice the tree right behind me? Thats a gingko tree! Apparently famous in Masan

Irina and I

Up on stage. I love the stage. It gives me goosebumps picturing my self there again.

After the competition! All so relieved

The korean See-saw out side the Sungsan arthall! Its not all that easy as it seems!

World Choir Championships, Korea. 2009, Day2 part II

2009-08-21T01:32:00.004+08:00

After performing for the judges, they decided to put us quallify us for the Asian Choir Games Childrens Category. Which had a better ranking compared to the Korean International Open Competition. But because conductor: Wen Chin and Pianist: Tracy wasn't happy with our performance, we had to do more rehearsals. By the time we finished performing it was already mid afternoon. We had our lunch at CECO and proceeded back to Sungsan art hall to watch the Korean International Open Childrens category. When that ended, we went back to the hotel to refreshen ourselves and went back to CECO to catch dinner. After dinner was the Opening Ceremony of the World Choir Championships. I saw Professor Andre de Quadros conducting a choir from Indonesia. =)

On the way to the hall, Wen Chin, our conductor advicing us.

Korean International Open Childrens Category.

The mall just beside CECO. Thats where we ate.

Lotteria, their fastfood.

I have no idea what I ordered. Its some dumplingthing with mystery green meat inside. Tasted good. Went with uncle Rafil, Aunty Ida and Irina. =)

The opening ceremony, we were late.

Malaysia! We were the ONLY present Malaysian choir there. The other

choirs were scheduled to come the following week.

The pretty Hanbooks!

That pretty much concludes the day. We were pretty much exhausted and worn out. We had a short short sectionals in the hotel rooms. While we were practicing, the parents helped out with ironing and getting ready for the next day. We had our sound check today, so we wont have it tomorrow. The hall is a very nice and comfortable place to sing in. I felt comfortable on stage and wasn't over whelmed. We sung our four songs; Let there be peace on earth, Ayon Laju, The Mechanical Dragon and Didnt My Lord Deliver Daniel.

World Choir Championships, Korea. 2009, Day2

2009-08-21T01:16:00.002+08:00

Our day begun at 5am local time. Because our first round, the qualifyings was early in the morning, we woke up and had our sectionals, after having sectionals, we ate a quick breakfast, gotten our hair and makeup done and we left for the day. The day before, we worked really really hard and slept late after unpacking and laying out stuff for the next day. We trained in our rooms after a whole day of travling. We got a very unpleasing dorm at first but we were soon shifted to a hotel after the parents sounded. We were also restricted from all Chocolates, Soda Drinks, spicy food ( which means kimchi) =(.

Sungsan Art hall

Outside the arthall

On the way from hotel to arthall, the journey was about 45minutes to 1 hour.

Lobby of the art hall

;)

World Choir Championships, Korea. 2009, Day1 part II

2009-08-21T00:47:00.005+08:00

Whee~

Catering Coupons, I still have 3 left

Participant tag

Masan Airport?

CECO (Changwon Exhibition Convention Center)

Malaysian Flag right infront of the Main entrance

A view from CECO

Still looking horrible after many hours of journey. Met Susanna there =)

World Choir Championships, Korea. Day1 2009

2009-08-18T21:49:00.010+08:00

Group pic of the KL Childrens Choir, at KLIA

My Roomie!

Me, Yew Gene, Irina, Andrew. (the plus sizes)

yew gene and me

yeah, thats our plane, we flew korean air all the way

Inside the plane

Whee!

My coke was French.

Sunrise 5am. Over Tokyo I think. I was watching the sunrise cause I couldnt sleep. Soon breakfast was served, and I had a yoghurt facial cause of the cabin pressure.

Korean Soil

Touchdown at Incheon. After 6 hours of plane...

Incheon airport.

On the way to Gimpo domestic airport, still in Seoul. And we took a bus...

To meet MORE PLANES. After landing in Busan. It was raining heavily and we were almost soaked by the rain. It was super windy too! My phone almost got blown away snapping this pic. The weather in Korea was summer. Thier summer means rain,rain and more rain.

Time To Shine!

2009-07-05T22:37:00.002+08:00

Our last lap,

The moment we've all been waiting for,

7 Months of hard work and sacrificed Saturdays and Sunday,

Time to shine!

We're flying tomorrow and I can tell you, that all of us are either super nervous or super excited! We shall do our best. Preparing for this competition, not a joke. I can say that this has really changed me in many ways. It has trained me to be more independent and more responsible. We've come a long long way now and I would have to thank so many people for supporting me in so many ways.

First of all, ( sorry for the formality, I cant help it at this moment) Mom and Dad for giving me the guidance and advices which were somewhat harshly the truth but has helped me in so many uncountable ways and also taking turns sacrificing weekends to send me 30km combatting jams and waking up to taxi me for my other activies. Secondly, to my ever supportive and sometimes annoying Sis for sending me up and down also attending meetings and getting all the things ready before the trip. I shall extend my appreciation also to Sussana, Tracy and Wen Chin, for giving me the opportunity to participate and learn so many things and also for being such fantastic teachers who never once gave up in teaching a bunch of childish monkeys at times. And thanks to my very supportive friends (You know who you are), who was very helpfull when I needed help about at school. Thanks to all who has helped me trough out this whole time.

And to all my loved choirmates and friends,

regardless from The Kuala Lumpur Children's Choir or SMK Seafield Choir,

Here's a song which never failed to motivate me trough my toughest hours.

I'll Make A Man Out Of You

Let's get down to business
To defeat the Huns
Did they send me daughters
When I asked for sons?
You're the saddest bunch
I ever met
But you can bet
Before we're through
Mister, I'll make a man
out of you

Tranquil as a forest
But on fire within
Once you find your center
you are sure to win
You're a spineless, pale
pathetic lot
And you haven't got a clue
Somehow I'll make a man
out of you

I'm never gonna catch
my breath
Say good-bye to those
who knew me
Boy, was I a fool in school
for cutting gym
This guy's got 'em
scared to death
Hope he doesn't see
right through me
Now I really wish that I
knew how to swim

We must be swift as
the coursing river

With all the force
of a great typhoon

With all the strength
of a raging fire
Mysterious as the
dark side of the moon

Time is racing toward us
till the Huns arrive
Heed my every order
and you might survive
You're unsuited for
the rage of war
So pack up, go home
you're through
How could I make a man
out of you?

We must be swift as
the coursing river

With all the force
of a great typhoon

With all the strength
of a raging fire
Mysterious as the
dark side of the moon

We must be swift as
the Coursing river

With all the force
of a great typhoon

With all the strength
of a raging fire
Mysterious as the
dark side of the moon

May luck be with us,

Kim

2nd Asian Choir Games, Busan, South Korea

2009-06-15T01:19:00.008+08:00

The days are inching closer and closer and I'm getting so nervous and excited! I can't wait to go! OMG... We are going on the July 7th- 12th. I really hope we have a shot at getting a gold diploma or at least a Silver IV diploma. KLCC competing with 9 choirs from China, 2 choirs from Philippines and 1 choir from 1 choir from Vietnam in the qualifying! The worst part is everyone is starting to fall sick. One by one,quote Tracy "we are all aware that all of the kids are falling sick one by one, either flu, cough, fever or from all of the above. Kids! Please take care of your health and drink LOTS of water and dont wait for mummy daddy to tell you to drink!". The next closest event is the CHORALTON in segi, Damansara. Its a whole day thing and it'll require me to shuffle between clothes.. again... more info... at www.youngchoral.com and its also the KLCC midyear concert. The whole choir (the Saturday and Sunday group) will be performing each their own songs. And of course, KLCC Korea team will also be performing so as Seafield choir. Soo... hence, I'll be in different attires every time you see me. =). The picture in the link is the picture of all the members in the Asian Choir Games group going in July. Wen Chin will be our conductor and Tracy will be our pianist.

http://photos-f.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs090.snc1/4651_1144106651979_1506883609_30355245_7132983_n.jpg

Malaysian Choral Eisteddfod Day 1

2009-06-06T20:28:00.002+08:00

Day 1

Woke up 6.30am got to school at 7.30am. Warmups at school etc. Left school at 8.ooam. Competition started at 9.30ish we were the first school to go up. Waited for Sarah to finish. RUSHED BACK from SMK Section 9, Shah Alam to SMK Seafield for Malaysian Choral Eisteddfod (MCE) Children's category competition.We left the competition before it ended. Changed in the car while Susanna was driving at almost 90km/hr on a normal road. We were horribly late, Tracy was the pianist and Sarah and I made up the majority sound of the altos. As soon as we reached the school's main gate, we ran to the hall, but KLCC was actually at the classrooms. RAN back to the class rooms. We didnt have our "kerongsangs" on yet. Blistered my feet on the hot burning tar road from the run before. Last minute touchups and etc before we went in after the first choir, SK Taman Megah. Went in, sung Ayon Laju first, then The Mechanical Dragon and Didnt my Lord Deliver Daniel.

Got off stage, then looked for Susanna cause our bags were locked in her car. I changed back into the Seafield Choir's costume and waited for Seafield Choir A to come back. They came back, then I joined them and waited in the canteen for our turn. We went up stage, sung Mailied (German song), Tanah Pusaka and One Voice. When we were done, I changed into the KLCC green shirt and jeans for friendship concert after dinner. KLCC went up first, we sung The Mechanical Dragon and then Didnt My Lord Deliver Daniel. After a few choirs, it was Seafield Choir A's turn. We sung Tanah Pusaka and One Voice.

It ended after the last choir. Seafield went back the the assigned rooms and we had a short de-brief and then went home.

3 Competitions 1 Day, 2 choirs, 2 Diploma's 1 day!

2009-05-31T20:23:00.002+08:00

Wow! its been suuper interesting and its just been 2 days since! The competitions just ended. And in the youth category, SMK Seafield team A got a Silver Diploma and the KLCC got a Gold Diploma II and was champion of children's category. The youth category winners, STC Cherubim was champion of youth category walking away with a Gold diploma. MORE UPDATES TMWR!

Catch the finale concert at;

Venue: SMK Seafield, School hall.

Time: 8.30

Price: FOC

Pieces performed:

Children's Category: Panis Angelicus by Ceacer Franck; Children of the World; The Cats duet; So Long, Farewell from the sound of music.

Youth Catergory: Coronation Anthems by Handel

Happy Teachers day!

2009-05-28T22:57:00.004+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

Despite our monkey atitude in class,

We still appreciate your kindness for bearing with us,

And having the patience to teach,

The endurance to noise,

And the Strength to give never-ending piles of sickening homework!

Happy teachers day to;

Teachers at school

My past teachers

My music teachers

and to whoever friends who taught me when I was blur!

Sincerely,

A fellow class monkey... ;D

This post is dedicated to a forever beloved Teacher Teh,

who passed away when I was in standard 2 because of cancer.

Forever loving,

kind and heartwarming

teacher

Happy! Happy! uh huh.. ohyeah!

2009-05-27T21:08:00.003+08:00

Finally Midterms are O-V-E-R! woot! Didn't end fantastically though.. Math was a killer. Anyway..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY;

FARAH ALIA 26th May

JIAN FU 27th May

CHRISTINE 28th May

FATIN AMALINA 30th May

A morning on live tv!

2009-05-25T10:17:00.005+08:00

Susanna talking about the Kodaly Seminar going on. (pronounced as Kodai)

More info at youngchoral.com

The Quartet! from the left, Tracy, Andrew, Me and Wen Chin singing Ayon Laju. Acapella

The seven of us. From upper row left, Irina, Andrew, Athina, Me. Second row left; Alison and the two sisters and accompanist, Tracy!

(Well, theres obviously more, just that they couldnt come 25-7= to those who didnt come)

Ahh.. just got back from RTM angkasapuri. We were performing for a live show on hello on 2 and we (KLCC) sung 2 songs! Thanks sis for sending me all the way there early in the morning right after your exams are over. Phew.. it was nerve wrecking but fun.. well.. I never felt this nervous before, maybe its cause I was the only alto and the setting and environment was way diffrent from the normal scene. Singing with the KLCC is fun. You may think, oh its JUST an SSA (Soprano 1, soprano2 and alto) choir, things should be easy. Its quite wrong acutally it all depends on the song arrangement. We sung "Ayon Laju" and "The Mechanical Dragon". Had to wake up at 5.00am but I overslept until 5.45 rushed like mad to get out of the house to avoid jam.

As soon as I went trough the guard house, I already got and sms from Andrew saying he already

beat me to it! =p (cause normally I'm either the earliest or the latest)

I waited as my sis took the visitor pass and the great doink here forgot to bring her MyKad (ID/IC) along..Then we went to the international broadcasting center (IBC) and I saw Andrew and Irina already there. My sis dropped me at the front gate and she went off the find a parking. Uncle George, Irina's mom and aunty was there too. We chatted and tried to practice our songs but didnt have enough people so we tried our warmups first. Still sleepy, everything we did was flat cause we didnt have a piano at the time. Alison and her mom joined us after and Susanna, Tracy and Wen Chin came together and brought the digital piano along.

After a short while, we went in to the studio. It was super small and pack with cables and and huge camera's and a few monitors. The spotlight was shining directly on our faces and it was super hot! ="/. The first song was Ayon Laju and we sung it as a quartet. Wen Chin, Tracy, Andrew and I. I was so nervous and I had problem with a few notes here and there. When we finished the song, it was back to the hosts of the show, Zamil and Stephen. We watched quietly off set. Quickly we took a sip of water and waited for the next song. It was a long interval until we sung the next song Mechanical Dragon and this time Tracy was the accompanist. This time it was better and I was more confident. Wen Chin and Susanna was off set telling us what to do via sign language (not really sign language, just expressions). This round, there was 7 of us singing. Me, Athina, Andrew, Irina, Alison and the two sisters. Comparing to Ayon Laju it was obviously much better. The show ended and the lights in the studio was off. We took our stuff and went off. We were in front of the building once more and we asked a few questions and went off.

It was a fun and exhiliarating experience and also my first time going to a studio =)

Sigh...

2009-05-24T00:10:00.002+08:00

Next week is gonna be a very stressing week...

phew...

a whole week of....

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CHOIR!!!

The Malaysian Choral Eisteddfod! Cant wait!!!! =D

But sigh.. because of the exams.. hence.. stressing week..

Im just bored, excited and I cant study with a stressed, excited,worried, bored, unstable and hungry emotion

DOH!

2009-05-19T23:34:00.001+08:00

Yeah... you guessed it...

=P... Math.. as usuall!

MATH IDIOT! DOH! whatever...T.T

Good Luck For The Exams!

2009-05-18T00:34:00.002+08:00

Good luck for the midterms!

I need the most luck ever..

I'm trying my best and I hope it pays off

! Good luck to all those out there too..

Especially sis, who has been ever supportive of me and being a major pain at times..

=P good luck for your exam!

Happy Mothers day mom!!!

2009-05-10T15:30:00.002+08:00

Happy Mom's day Mom!

I know you wont even check but.. just in case..

Love you so much

May you be blessed,well and healthy

Happy mom's day to all the moms around too! =D

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Tweee.. heee hee...

2009-04-29T01:59:00.004+08:00

Twee hee hee.... as you can see is my new "I cant help but use it" word!

Exams are around the corner....AGAIN.. pretty fast huh?

Time waits for no man as they say.

Just a brief update today as its already 2 in the morning but still killing myself to finish my project ( or I could wake up and do it in the morning.. nahh..)

This friday is Labours day.

April has been a holidayless month and its really exhausting.

I went for replacement school on saturday and wasted all my time.

Thank you Pn.Ho for sparing us ONE day of math homework today.

Nothing eventful has happened lately. Had a nice day. 3 free periods. Left project at home so I couldnt do. Did my other homework instead. Cleaned the whole whiteboard from marker stains (Phew).

Sick again I have no idea why. Cant wait for choral festival!!! ....haaachoo!

My own laptop is in the workshop cause of its horrible flickering screen.

Using mom's lappie.

Have to begin geo work ASAP..

Library duty was awkward today...

Read the twlight saga except the last one.. Breaking Dawn! waiting for wei teng to lend me.. thanks wysee!